Saturday, February 21, 2015

Gung Hay Fat Choy

Written 2/17/2015

A month and counting and I am still working, still wanted.  That is a nice feeling, especially after two falls.  But there is still a 90 day period, so I am still not completely, absolutely sure that I still have this job.

I think I am being paranoid.  There is just something that is not completely convincing to me about my position.  But with a variety of stuff that happened before, it is hard to get over the past, especially when it affects the future so much. 

Today is Chinese new year.  My boss and his son are Chinese, so they gave the office employees a little bit of money in the red good luck envelopes.  I was actually expecting something like that today, but 25 dollars was more than I expected.

I remember the first time I got one was, I think I working for the last banking company I worked.  It wasn't from the boss.  Normally, I don't really have bosses that give much away.  The envelope came from someone at work.  It was first time I was exposed to the envelope gift, which I think was weird that it took so long.  I've known about Chinese new year celebrations since I was a little girl, when my parents took me to see the parade.  I think I received a dollar or two at work.

My second envelope came from working for a Chinese lady as a care-giver.  A few dollars in a envelope.  I already knew about it.  If you are married, you give them away.  If you are single, you get them.  I guess I should be getting them all the time.

I would like to be the kind of person who celebrates all those kinds of holidays; not just the major one.  I would love to celebrate Marti Grau or Carnival (I miss the parades in Brazil on TV). 

Another thing: I had lost my phone before Valentine's day.  I had planned on texting friends and family for Valentines, but no luck.  And the phone wasn't lost outside my house.  I just don't know where it went.  I spent all weekend, tearing the house apart.  I had all those 'android find me' apps and none of them could find it.  This has been the second time in less than a year that I lost a phone.  This time, I am not upset that the information on the phone is gone.  I downloaded pictures and stuff a couple weeks ago.  I lost a micro sd card and I know for most people it isn't a big deal, but when you are between checks and haven't had anything come in for 3 months, it is kind of a big deal.  Actually, I blame taking public transportation, because in all cases of losing electronics, I just got off the train. 

I just hate losing things.  It is one of my worse vices.  And I don't lose things often.  I back up and make copies so many times, it is crazy.  Luckily I did back the info up.  Maybe that is the clincher...every time I do a major backup, I've lost my phone.  Well, twice now. 

Mentioning this because my former boss, who is Asian, called me.  I don't know when, but I received a really nice phone call from him.  I truly admire him.  He was one of the best bosses I had, and as I tell everyone else, I would work for him in another capacity. 

I just feel bad because I don't know when he left that message.  I just received my phone last night and activated today. 

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